christmas time is never really an easy time now.
normally it would be filled with joy, peace, and laughter,
but there is always a little piece that misses what could have been.
this christmas marks sam's second birthday and grandpa's second christmas in heaven.
as i was listening to my christmas playlist, the song "christmas in heaven"
by scotty mccreery and tears started to fall.
the questions that are asked during the chorus
are always the hardest to make through:
And I wonder
Are you kneeling with shepherds before him now?
Can you reach out and touch his face?
Are you part of that glorious Holy night?
I wonder: what Christmas in Heaven is like?
Is the snow falling down on the streets of gold?
Are the mansions all covered in white?
Are you singing with angels "Silent Night"?
I wonder: what Christmas in Heaven is like?
that first christmas i bawled every time i heard this song.
it's getting better, but the wound is still fresh.
there are so many first, and seconds, and thirds,
that i don't often want to think about it.
but i will teach my children that grandpa
was an amazing man, who loved christ and his family
more than anything else in the world.
that he worked hard days and nights to provide a life
worth living for his family.
and that he is waiting in, and watching from, heaven
for the rest of us to join him one day.
the christmas season is about celebrating the birth of our savior.
yesterday, we had the opportunity to bless and give a name to a newborn nephew.
and it just brings to mind some of the thoughts that
mary would have been experiencing as she bore the christchild.
how much do you think she understood of the father's plan for her newborn?
do you think she understood she was carrying the savior of the world?
this christmas season, let us focus on the lord of lords,
and king of kings. the one who's birth the angels sing.
for he truly is the reason for the season.
he suffered so that the sting of death cannot last.
he died so that we might live again with our families.
is that not enough to celebrate?
